The most beautiful...

The most beautiful...

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Akemi is...

such an amazing baby. seriously, I am not sure how we got so blessed. She is so happy and warm and cuddly and just wants to see, touch, stand and laugh at everything. I feel as though I've known her for so much longer than she's been alive. Does that make ANY sense?
My emotional level lately has been through the roof...
I don't know about any other Mom's out there but it feels sometimes like my heart can't handle all the love. It's an overwhelming, paralyzing, too good to be true, unbelievable feeling when I look at her. When she smiles, NOTHING else matters. When she smiles, the world, the clocks, the entire motion of the human race just stops and all there is, is that wonderfully delicious smile that makes my world go round. I keep thinking to myself that one of these times, I will feel these emotions a little less.
NOPE, it happens over and over and stronger and stronger. I wish I could tell her exactly how I feel. I wish she knew that there is nothing I wouldn't do for her, I wish she knew that she doesn't ever have to worry about anything ever. Mommy is here, always and beyond forever...

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